#thisisCHAN

This boy is the best and I love him so much

So I first found out I was bi when I was 11 but I kinda forgot until I was 14 and panicking over a very toxic girl. That was around the time Hellevator's teaser release so that was the start

Chan's lives helped calm me down when i was feeling weird about my sexuality and my anxieties and he helped me come to terms with the fact that I'm ace

I recently came out as genderfluid to a few select people and it was mainly thanks to Chan and my friends. He reminded me that there was always at least just one person out there rooting for me, even when I couldn't

And so he technically saved my life since i technically did contemplate dying for a while but thats not what this is about because he helped me get through that with his advice and song recommendations

And he helped me with my non-existent confidence. This year has been the most social I've been in my entire life and my family are glad to see it and im happy that I have so many people now

I literally just love him so much

End of thread since i actually am crying now