My first novel was not for the mainstream.

It was years of pain/mental torture - expressed via art.

I could have sold out and written something for the average 40-year-old woman, and made more way more money.

But, if I did that, It would not have been me.

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You see, I'm a raw person, I prefer black coffee, strong sharp tastes. When I used to booze, it was always whisky or gin above 45% - no ice, no mixer.

I smoke the strongest cigars and I actually enjoy a bitter & unforgiving taste such as marmite & dark chocolate.
So my novel reflected that.

I know, its not a nice story, and it has a lot of VERY graphic scenes, but this, my friends, is what life is really like for some people. Not everybody lives in a nice little diluted bubble, some people enjoy the extremes in life.
My second book "The Secrets Of Succoth" Is completely different. I wrote that book for my 20-year self. I effectively, went back in time and thought to myself - What did HK need to read back then? Rather than go down into the crazy black hole of truth-seeking and the depression.
That follows. I sacrificed my 20s (21-29) To sit and absorb endless books, documents, academic white papers, deep documentaries, religious and esoteric texts, masonic materials. I have stumbled down every rabbit hole you will find out there. If there was a crazy theory, I knew it
That shit takes it toll on a person, who on the surface, is just trying to live a normal life. I was always engrossed in mad shit. I gave up pretty much everything in the quest for truth and knowledge, friends, girlfriends, family members, an active social life, I made life hard
for myself. I became so isolated and uptight, I could not see the good in anything, you think all this shit about Epstein and Maxwell gets to you now? I knew of those two creeps & their horrid activities from early 2010 along with MANY more things that later become public domain
You any idea how lunatic fringe this stuff was back then? NOBODY knew, you actually felt so alone. I used to try to warn old normie friends about it, basically saying what I tweet now. I got branded a raving lunatic for it, the men in white coats were almost at the door.
So my main objective now, is to save other young people, falling into the murky abyss as I did, I lost VALUABLE time wallowing in a pit of despair, that I did not have to, I could have been making moves back then, because I was smart, but when your feeling that way, you don't
care about being a somebody, or getting stuff done.

Most of the time, I could barely even show face at family gatherings. I was just so beaten down by the information I was looking at, that I never saw the point in doing anything.

Its a shit place to be and it WILL
lead people to a very sad ending in life.

I don't want ANYBODY to be in that position, that's why I made The Secrets Of Succoth.

I want to save people from not fulfilling their highest potential.

The Good news is -
Since Friday when I dropped the book, so many people have thanked me and said the book was relevant to their current life situation and what I said, has helped them understand, they don't need to walk around with their head down and be worried about this shit any longer.
This is the greatest reward I could ever have, the feeling when your genuinely helping people in life through difficult times fills my soul with pure JOY.

NOTHING beats that feeling.

No amount of money or material items can come close. It's a spiritual upgrade.
Like when you first meet a chick that you are into, and your both smitten with each other, just at the start, before you get used to each other and the flame dies out a little bit.
That is true LOVE. That is why I do this. I don't claim or wish to be a role model. But I CAN help
People who are starting to wake up to this crazy-ass world.

I actually enjoy it. It feels good to stand up to scum and speak out against them.

I know things ain't moving as fast for some peoples liking. I feel your frustration TENFOLD.

I've been waiting for over a decade!
The best SOLUTION is -

YOU as an individual HAVE to take ACTION.

This is the secret! YOU need to become the person you look up to!

Sitting around waiting for somebody else to do it, does NOT work. Trust me. I have been that guy, who sat online all day, waiting for the
"Big inside scoop" It's just another form of masturbation to stop you from actually doing anything.

Stand up and be counted. Be the change you wish to see in the world.

You only get one life people.

Do you want to be the brave leader or the cowardly spectator?
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