why do i look the same now as when i was 25 pounds heavier make it make sense i’m fucking tired .

like i look the fucking same this shit is pissing me off i’m so frustrated i could scream looking at this. HARDLY a difference like none at all fuck me

okay i actually do see a difference in these but it’s triggering as fuck bc i literally dont know what i look like. that photo was vacation last year i was maintaining abt 145lbs until i relapsed again but i actually thought i was kind of skinny in the before photo like wtfffff

this is the last thing i’ll say in this thread until i inevitably delete it but i’m sorry for being annoying and probably clogging up everyone’s timeline i just wish i wasn’t like this like staring at these photos has been a mindfuck. ok yeah that’s it