내 사랑 (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡

Tonight's news is really frustrating. Needing your cuteness to ease these frustrations. (●´⌓`●)

I don't feel like doing anything. Just want to stare at this pic and desperately hope for change (i know it's impossible tho.) It's just that.... You make me calm.

Today will be a busy day. I need strength.

I somehow did a great job today? It's overwhelming tho. I need to keep calm. Thank you for your luck too.

Jwu. Still sleepy. Uneasy. I feel like such a mess. I really need to calm myself again. Thank you for the unexpected live earlier. Gonna go back to sleep. Goodnight again.

My connection's bad rn. I hope this will send exactly at 3:33. Today's another awkward and stressful day but I'm satisfied since I've been productive.

Another busy day today. Just woke up for this. Going back to sleep now. Goodnight~

Everyday I feel so tired. Need to prepare myself (physically and mentally) especially for the 6 am - 6pm shift. Again and again, I need strength.

Received an alarming news earlier. Hoping it wouldn't be a hindrance. Today's finally a rest day. I wouldn't take this day for granted.

Seeing this, I'm reminded again why I liked the color blue ever since. Today's another busy day to follow up some requirements. Wish me luck.

I was wrong. Today's not a busy day because of some unexpected circumstances. I love how I don't need to physically, mentally and socially drain myself for today. But I hate lazy days at the same time. It makes me feel guilty for being unproductive. I hate myself.

Anxious of everything. Still sleepy. Needing luck and patience for today's agenda.

Who does laundry at this hour? Welp. Me. I hate how disorganized my life is because of my laziness.

I missed this. I was so busy these past days. I love how you smile. It heals me. It really does.

Ahhhhh. Finally. I woke up at this hour again. I missed this. Hoping that today's gonna be a great day.

I really missed this. It's hard to wake up at this hour especially when you just really want to sleep.

I'm still sleepy. I missed sleeping the whole day and not having to do anything at all.

I'm not feeling well. I just really feel so tired. I want to sleep more. Good thing is tomorrow's a rest day.

Finally. A rest day.

I'm gonna cope up with the rest of the day by sleeping. I really needed this rest.

Walked from Olivarez to Pacita just to save 20 pesos. What was I even thinking?

I missed this!!! So so muuuch.

Today's the first day of the 6pm to 6am shift. I hope I won't get super sleepy later. Wishing myself a goodluck today! And blessing everyone else with this cutie babie.

I'm still thinking whether being in a night shift is a good thing or not.

Everything is so frustrating. I hate this.

I came to realize that I hate night shift, especially when I have to do laundry before I sleep.

Shed too many tears for today. 2020, can you just please stop. The pain is too much already.

You're so cute. I miss you.

I'm so tired... Like really really tired... Also... I miss you. I'm more than happy for your advocacies and achievements.

Every day's getting sadder and sadder. I'm already losing hope.

Things are finally getting better...somehow. Maybe just at this hour...but still.

Feeling much better than yesterday.

It's too hot. If only I could just sleep all day.

I desperately want to reset my life.

Dreaming of you makes me want to not wake up at all.

Classes start later and I still have a 2pm to 10pm shift. Yet here I am cleaning my room and doing laundry at the same time. Therapeutic yet makes me anxious for not having enough sleep later. Wish me luck sunshine. I missed you. I missed this.

For as long as I live and as long as I love, I will never not think about you.

Your birthday is fast approaching. I'm excited. I hope I get to celebrate it. Still doing my laundry at midnight, and I'm still tired of the craps in my life. :) I'm barely living I guess.

I missed your live again. I really miss you big time. Nothing much has changed, I'm still tired.

Only two days left before your birthday! I will always thank your parents for your existence and thank 'you' also for who you have become today. You healed me, in any ways i didn't even know that is possible. You made living bearable for me. :)

It's less than a day before your special day. I'm excited!!

It's your birthday already. I don't know how many times I have greeted you but... Happiest Birthday mi Sunshine!! I always wish you happiness. (And i also hope I get to finish my essay already hehe.)
#OurSoulmateYoungjae

I'm almost done. I want to sleep already but my anxiety is louder. I miss you. I hope I get to hear you sing another song this week. Your voice calms me. Anything you do calms me. I need that for this upcoming week. Also, I want a hug. A big tight hug. Badly needing it.

I bleached my hair last night!! My heart is happy even tho I acted out of impulse as a way to destress myself. I don't know but little changes in myself makes me so happy every time. My hair color's a bit similar to this one. Hihi. (I still want mine to be lighter. Hehe.)

I'm still taking a video for an activity but I wouldn't miss this thread for sure. I miss you! I hope we'll both be happy today.