Tonight's news is really frustrating. Needing your cuteness to ease these frustrations. (●´⌓`●)
I don't feel like doing anything. Just want to stare at this pic and desperately hope for change (i know it's impossible tho.) It's just that.... You make me calm.
I somehow did a great job today?
It's overwhelming tho. I need to keep calm. Thank you for your luck too. 



Jwu. Still sleepy. Uneasy. I feel like such a mess. I really need to calm myself again. Thank you for the unexpected live earlier. Gonna go back to sleep. Goodnight again.
My connection's bad rn. I hope this will send exactly at 3:33. Today's another awkward and stressful day but I'm satisfied since I've been productive.
Everyday I feel so tired. Need to prepare myself (physically and mentally) especially for the 6 am - 6pm shift. Again and again, I need strength.
Received an alarming news earlier. Hoping it wouldn't be a hindrance. Today's finally a rest day. I wouldn't take this day for granted.
Seeing this, I'm reminded again why I liked the color blue ever since. Today's another busy day to follow up some requirements. Wish me luck.
I was wrong. Today's not a busy day because of some unexpected circumstances. I love how I don't need to physically, mentally and socially drain myself for today. But I hate lazy days at the same time. It makes me feel guilty for being unproductive. I hate myself.
Ahhhhh. Finally. I woke up at this hour again. I missed this. Hoping that today's gonna be a great day.
I really missed this. It's hard to wake up at this hour especially when you just really want to sleep.
I'm not feeling well. I just really feel so tired. I want to sleep more. Good thing is tomorrow's a rest day.
Today's the first day of the 6pm to 6am shift. I hope I won't get super sleepy later. Wishing myself a goodluck today! And blessing everyone else with this cutie babie.
I'm so tired... Like really really tired... Also... I miss you. I'm more than happy for your advocacies and achievements.
Classes start later and I still have a 2pm to 10pm shift. Yet here I am cleaning my room and doing laundry at the same time. Therapeutic yet makes me anxious for not having enough sleep later. Wish me luck sunshine. I missed you. I missed this.
Your birthday is fast approaching.
I'm excited. I hope I get to celebrate it. Still doing my laundry at midnight, and I'm still tired of the craps in my life. :) I'm barely living I guess.

Only two days left before your birthday!
I will always thank your parents for your existence and thank 'you' also for who you have become today. You healed me, in any ways i didn't even know that is possible. You made living bearable for me. :)

It's your birthday already. I don't know how many times I have greeted you but... Happiest Birthday mi Sunshine!! I always wish you happiness.
(And i also hope I get to finish my essay already hehe.)
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I'm almost done. I want to sleep already but my anxiety is louder. I miss you. I hope I get to hear you sing another song this week. Your voice calms me. Anything you do calms me. I need that for this upcoming week. Also, I want a hug. A big tight hug. Badly needing it.
I bleached my hair last night!! My heart is happy even tho I acted out of impulse as a way to destress myself. I don't know but little changes in myself makes me so happy every time. My hair color's a bit similar to this one. Hihi. (I still want mine to be lighter. Hehe.)