dont mind me but while i was out, ive been having anxiety lately and my moods were a bit fvcked up to the point where i snap for no reason and it causes me to get trouble :') and i realized after talking to someone that ive been pushing myself to do things even though i ++

++ wasnt feeling well to ease my conscience, to show others that im okay and that i wont be seen as someone who's been slacking off and has done nothing but lay down on the bed all day and obv, that didnt end well. my point is, i just realized that pressuring myself to accomplish

++ my goal isnt exactly the best way. sure, it keeps me motivated but i noticed that it's been affecting my mental health and if you knew me irl, im someone who always put their feelings aside. i honestly dunno where im going with this thread but yeah, just wanna let it all out.