ive literally only talked to one person today (other than my family) wtf did i do

dont mind me ranting but i just feel like no one really talks to me without me talking to them first (besides krysta pls i love her so much) and today i just feel mega alone and idk why its just hitting hard asdkjfh

also i finally logged back into my insta and the first ten posts i see are my friends in bikinis and it just reminds me of all my insecurities :((

anyways im going to listen to cassette by demian on repeat bc thats my sad anthem song

this thread it literally a mess (im sorry) but i dont know where else to say this omkdfokhfjhf ijustdontfeellikeanyonesfirstpersontheygoto and i feel so selfish saying that and i so wish i didnt feel that way but its hard to explain,, i just feel so isolated