remember in hyyh when seokjin thought he found the love of his life when he found her journal, he fell in love with the person who made him love himself only for her to d word in the end and him to fall into despair going back in time to april 11th and giving up

the way he got her her favorite flowers but then it was that exact flower truck that d worded her and he wouldnt forgive himself man I'm sad

here's the book passage for anyone interested to know how much impact she had on him