Let& #39;s talk about how hard it is to open up to someone for being sad for no reason. How hard is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest. How hard is to live in a house with no supportive parents. How hard is to understand your own self
And how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling into your shoulders,and you have no idea why. Nobody really tells you this,but sometimes the healing hurts more than the wound. Im not okay. Im not even alive for myself anymore. Im holding on because I have to.
I wasnt given a choice. Its easier to smile and pretend everything is fine,than to admit that my heart is a little swollen.
Sometimes no metter how much we try, no metter how much we want it,some stories just dont have a happy ending.
I dont think people realize how much strength it takes to pull your own self out of a dark place mentally. How much strength it takes to control your emotions,to feel your shit, to understand your shit and to not lose your shit.
I dont think people need know how hard it is when you wake up in the morning and your heart feels heavy for no reason. Its just hard you know. Thinking you are making all this progres,only for it to be ruined by one little thing.
I think is important to realize that no metter how good u are to some people it wont make them good to you. I explained my hurt and still got hurt. Thats why Im always alone and silent.I am still here though. Im still breathing. For me,sometimes that will have to be enough!
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