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Blaming others for my insecurity
Will never, ever be my thing
I get envious, yes
But to blame someone for the things and traits that I lack
Is something that is disgustingly despicable
Will never, ever be my thing
I get envious, yes
But to blame someone for the things and traits that I lack
Is something that is disgustingly despicable
I guess that I just never learned how to truly appreciate myself because I am always reminded of my past and of my flaws.
I& #39;m proud of how I dealt with my past because I learned how to forgive, how to forget, how to have a heart filled with kindness and most importantly, my faith only strengthened and gave me the courage and determination to carry on.
Although the rough times have passed, the aftermath of that chapter of my life is most disastrous. No, it is not about socializing and trusting other people. It is about myself. I considered myself tainted. Somehow, I am convinced that I will always be unwanted by anyone at all.
And it is with sad acceptance that I think it will always, always be that way, no matter what positivity and self-love I give myself.
It became harder for me to wholeheartedly love and accept myself, what with the judgemental world that we live in nowadays. It is harder for me to think that someday I& #39;ll be completely fine with myself, what with the world giving us a label of what is considered to be beautiful.
We live in a world where there is certain type of beautiful, even if other people say "Everyone is beautiful". That fact is something that is contemptuous and hard-to-get-over-with because people with insecurities will always be reminded of how they are not enough.
I make this thread in hopes that somehow, a great weight in my chest will lift up a bit. I make this thread to speak my truth and I make this thread to anyone who is dealing with insecurities. I make this thread in hopes that someday, I& #39;ll be able to love myself because I am me.
Forgive my late-night ramblings. Goodnight 
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