The past few weeks have just been weddings galor, and my brother’s is in 2 Saturdays. It’s a little rough for me bc I’ve had to be “on” for showers, bachelorette parties, etc. when the most recent event before Covid was a wedding which was right when things started going wrong

with my ex. Everyone keeps saying at showers, “When you get married...” , and I just want to drive home, get in bed, and cry. Half the people don’t even know I was dating. The third full week of July I’m gonna just lay in my bed and sob for hours on end. There’s nothing after

that for the rest of the year. July’s basically December for me. Not sure the point of this thread except for the fact if I can just keep it together on the outside for the next 17 days I’m good. I hope I haven’t been too much of a downer for everyone else throughout March- now,

but all these weddings are stressful bc they just remind me of the person I discussed planning a wedding with and was trying to get invited to my brother’s.
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