I was born with the GENETIC disposition, biological diversity and inherent predilections to begin growing breasts in puberty

I was not however BORN with observably "ambiguous genetalia", therefore, my parents chose to raise me as a "boy" despite my obvious inability to perform

at a level of efficacy to their idea of " Maleness"

When my feminine traits began to manifest at age 11, my sperm donor decided he would not have any "boy with tits" in his duckblind or deeerstand so he took me 2 a General Surgeon & after repeated insults & torment from peers

AS WELL as himself,

Them with nipple twisters and him sneaking up behind me, reaching around pinching me really hard and laughing while saying, Hurts don't it boy! Don't worry, we're gonna get those cut off"
I was taken in for a bilateral gynocomastic surgery at age 12

I learned to hate really early in my life

I learned to stop crying sometime later

It was the 60s & 70s... Neither they, I, nor my Elementary or Jr HS, HS Teachers or Principals had any clue what Transgender was

Back then all there was was, "QUEER" and no one WANTED to be that

One CAN BE TRANSGENDER these days and be accepted with or without any permanent changes to their body

It is my opinion that HRT and Surgery should be left up to an individual AFTER the age of 18 and after they've experienced a few types of whatever consensual Adult sexual

interactions they find interesting and pleasurable

I left home at age 17
I joined the Army
Combat Arms
I learned how to effectively end other human beings lives and dispatch them hastily, with extreme predjuduce and without remorse

I have not spoken with my parents in over 25

years...
Yes
They still breathe

I relearned how to love, live and cry

I began what I feel is a very successful, happy, healthy, supervised medical transition - bk 2 a much more feminine presentation in '14

The VA helps me w HRT but I covered my own costs of Breast Augmentation

myself

My lower plumbing has always been so slight of stature that any PHYSICAL gender dysphoria in that respect was never any issue... It all works fine and I do not have enough faith in Surgeons to allow them any access to perform a procedure I've witnessed go horribly WRONG

with some of my Transssexual acquaintances and I frankly feel is not yet ready for Prime Time and I do not believe that EVERYONE who feels they are " Transgender" is completely up 2 code and actually benefits from HRT, and further it makes some absolutely BATSHIT fucking craycray

I am unique
I am beautuful
&
So are you

I am me and WE may be similar or we may be polar opposites

If you aren't happy

DYB to try to hold on and do your best

Shit can change

End of soapbox

And and and.................

Oh
And in re: to my original thread starting post, yes!
Very real breasts, began as buds, & continued to grow into big, round boobies, NOT overweight, lazy, soft boy kid-cans
Painful, training bra worthy, tender young pubescent lady breasts, it was confusing, it was embarrassing

It was socially intimidating... But if I'd been allowed the freedom to grow up AS A GIRL, I would have been much better suited to live a complete, happy, more well adjusted life rather than JUST learning to find my way in my 50's

& for the "doubters" my last 3 CT Scans of my torso confirm a small, golfball + ish size benign mass near my left kidney which my Physicians have come 2 theorize is an undeveloped now atrophied ovary
4 all intents & purposes, I was born w an unambiguously presenting intersex body

MY theory:
The carbon monoxide poisoning suffered during the early days mom's third trimester of her pregnancy w me thwarted my development due 2 my own oxygen deprivation over the course of the 30-45 min. they estimate she, my sperm donor & sibling were "out"
I'm lucky 2 b alive

And and and

I'm now so very very happy with my reclaimed BODY and my LIFE

With this state of birth
I was also blessed with very real, very potent precognitive clairvoyant abilities

Nothing so trained as to be able to make money off them

Often bordering on being a curse

I see things between 3 minutes & 30- 60-100 years into the future

Potentials

3 veins of event horizons
I'm sure there are more available but there are 3 - which was the number given to me to witness and prophesy upon

8 times out of 10
One vein of what I see comes to pass

I have a Crystal Ball
An Obsidian Mirror
An Obsidian Bowl
A Scying Pendulum
&
Phone

Thus far, phone screen, when black and in my hand, prices the most fruitful

Abilities were dwindling when my carotid arteries were nearly completely blocked
You'd be amazed what a fresh supply if oxygenated blood to the brain is worth!
Since October it's been nonstop visions