talking bout sexuality w my friend and commitment lmaoo, during this convo I realised how closetted I am as a bisexual even though I had previously believed I was quite open w it.

me: i am super open w having sex and romantic relationships but i don’t think i have the commitment to stay in a relationship due to some sort of guilt like if i can’t come to my parents about liking girls i don’t deserve to b w men either.
my friend: so ur closetted
me: https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👄" title="Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge">

dbsjja it’s just like yeet i would rather tell uni friends n strangers that i like girls than admit to my highschool friends and classmates that i like girls as well.

like im not a h*t but i never rlly thought too much of it bc i know my parents would like me to get married and have kids w a dude one day, but now im like what if i get w a girl i rlly like and have to deal w my parents

ughhh this is all bc my one friend asked me if i was still bi just bc i was looking for a boyfriend in uni love pages https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👄" title="Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge">

i might delete this thread later