hi uh this is silly but currently my situation is really complicated so imma explain it and this will be my new pinned so read what's below. rt if you want to help other than by donating.

i am currently living halfway between my parents. my father owns me financially and will not let me get a job. he made me quit my last job when i was a minor so i have no money to get a car. i have my grad party money and that's it. im saving it for college.

my father gets free labor out of me because i watch my younger brother and 2 younger half-siblings. he is abusive and so is his fiancé. my mom does what she can and she is my best friend. my father isolates me and doesnt even know my best friend bc he's so racist and homophobic.

i do not like to beg, but i need money. i refuse to ask his fiancé to buy me anything or she'll hold it against me. so im gonna make a list of things i need or want (yes, i have wants too) and add them to this thread. read disclaimer below!!

disclaimer: i was taught to work for my money. if you venmo me or send me something through Cashapp, include your @ and we CAN work something out! sexting, ratings, or other things can be arranged.

also, i wish to follow a minimal-waste lifestyle, hence why some of my products are so particular. i also have many physical and mental health constrictions and a specific diet, so im not picking more expensive things just bc i feel like it

electric toothbrush (while it isnt 0 waste i have extreme anxiety about dental issues after seeing my mom have all her teeth removed, so i need something that works well): $179.99

bamboo charcoal floss (waste free): $9.99

any funds to help me pay for a car would be appreciated. the one i am getting will be used, so: ~$1500.00

any funds to help me pay for a new phone would be appreciated. i use my phone for work (spreading the word about my art and music, taking pictures, and sex work): Samsung Galaxy S8 $409.99

zero waste shave kit: $67.99

zero waste thong pantyliners: $14.99 each

zero waste shampoo and conditioner collection (about 9 months worth of shampoo and conditioner): $134.99

Raycon earbuds (i am an influencer on my Insta and review products and have been itching to review these): $79.99

essential oil diffuser (for anxiety and depression and pain): $45.00

any money for clothes, food, toys/collars/cuffs, stickers (im filling my door frames with stickers at my mom's), influencer items (items that i want to review), gas, or anything else is of course accepted. be sure to specify! i will add and delete from this list as needed

thank you all so much shoutouts to anybody who donates and includes their @ as well