1/5

Came back real quick bc something cool happened today & it makes me smile.

I think admitting “out loud” yesterday how much it hurts to know that I’ve never really been healthy has already helped me turn a corner.

2/5

Hit me today that at least now that I know what’s been wrong with my body, I finally have a chance to become whole.

Physically, I still feel like https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💩" title="Dreckshaufen" aria-label="Emoji: Dreckshaufen"> today, if I’m keeping it a bean.

3/5

But at least now I know that I’m on a path toward health that will hopefully help me realize whatever my true potential may be.

I suspect that grief is a process much like getting healthy will be, so I know that thishttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💩" title="Dreckshaufen" aria-label="Emoji: Dreckshaufen">ain’t over yet. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">

4/5

But at least now I honestly feel myself turning the page on the past and eagerly awaiting a future in which I can finally realize what I am truly capable of achieving.

I haven’t allowed myself to feel that kind of hope in months. It feels good. It makes me smile.

5/5

Appreciate y’all, Philly. Thanks for listening. Stay are safe out there!

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