my ideal relationship. open minds are welcome. please restrain from dtm, IF you have an opinion. different pov and debates are welcome Just be respectful.

so first and for most my sexuality is bisexual. I Love sex w. both female and male genders. If I can have both at once, I wouldnt miss the chance. Im extremely open minded & out spoken about sex because Iknow exactly what I want when It comes to It. relationships ? Im conflicted.

I have trauma. I mean dont we all ? arent we all healing from some past trauma that our exes put us through ? yeah ? fucking same bro. the thing is I played the court. wife|cheater|side bitch|got cheated on. I've done & experienced It all. that is why Im conflicted now.

relationships arent easy. there isnt no first aid kit when you get hurt either. Just to get a little detailed. Im not sure If anyone caught my other threads when I was on my old page but I was inlove.

on prdy this mf exposed my nudes and ps to females that didnt like me because I got mad he was cheating w. my 'sister' & 'prdy daughter'. I was chasing dude and crying for months still after.

then I dated my bestfriend for 8 months to realize I hate that bitch w. a passion even more than I hated the first dude. why? because It was fun at first sure but she ended up to be fake & wild pussy. I hated to see it. toxic, always played victim & manipulated every situation.

I kept trying to leave omm but she would talk me into staying out of guilt, from being gas lighted. until I Just started resenting her. then I asked for a open relationship but she coudlnt hang. so I was fucking on her 'friend', cheating. (Iknow! remember I said open minds!)

anyways mean time between time, he was In a relationship too. so we was each other side pieces. I wanted to be w. him exclusively. my karma ran me tf down. nigga said

Long story short because this thread getting to Long. I was his side chick for 3 of his relationships. I was single my ex was hurt and still chasing me. see how quick I went from victim to ex bitch? even tho my ex mad feel crazy & had me crying every week. I aint have to do that.

anywho I went on this hoe spree fucking bitches in gcs infront of they niggas. stepping on niggas hearts for fun. I mean I was ruthless. I broke a couple hearts Just for the satisfaction... but then I stopped. because Its not cute.

I went celibate & Im Just Like I want to be a wife again. then I got played. then I played some- atp I want a open relationship that understands my ooc boundaries. I want us to be so attracted to each other and SECURE. that we we fucking bitches together & Look good doing it.

Idc what other people want w. their relationship thats not my business. this what I want. tbh Im even down for a polyamory. then we dont even need a open relationship. I have attachments issues for some reason thats my mechanism to feel comfortable. Im deflee not clingy.

but ykw an exclusive relationship isnt bad yk. I would Like that but you gone need god on your side cause you got high hopes. my demon is out and rn I want to be lowkey anyways. Just stfu and fuck me atp. Lets play house and keep everyone on the need to know.

Just vibe w. me and see what happens. I can be your wife or that hoe. I play the court. for me It depends on the person. I dont like wasting people time, so I mind my buisness on this blue app and be chilling. but If you tryna fuck w. a blue demon let me know.