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I thinkkk, to make me feel happy sa strand na pinili ko is to go back to its roots. What was my reason and what inspires me to choose STEM? Pero shet, I feel so unhappy and ungrateful sa decision ko.
This is the point that I was trying to express since the strand picking pa lang. I have a wide and immense amount of interest pero even I couldn& #39;t distinguish the most narrow view. Sa sobrang dami ng gusto ko, gusto kong itake ang lahat ng strand kaso ayoko ng GAS.
It was not my habit pero it is what I want myself to be once I finish this shit and work sa buong buhay ko. I know, I am too early to conclude pero di ko talaga alam kung tama ba ako sa strand na pinili ko. Maybe nasasabi ko to kasi for the first week, maliliit scores ko and i am
...having a hard time to submit all the activities on time and cope up with the lessons like what my classmates are doing every discussion. I also find it hard remembering the lessons we had sa JHS. My mathematical, english, and
critical thinking skills are slowly degrading kahit na sa tingin ko wala ako nun, ewan ko kung dahil ba to sa pagod, sa exposure sa blue light from the monitor for almost 12 hours a day including the non-vidcon discussions. I hate the fact na pinagsisihan
Ko na ganito kunin kong strand kasi eto naman talaga yung gusto kong maging trabaho, where I hope I could see myself happy if I do succeed. Gusto ko din ABM dahil may business kami and gusto ko ding magHUMSS dahil sa exposure ko sa literary world..
Kaso pati sa tatlong strand, wala dun akong pinakasolid na choice. I am stuck with the influence of "What i want to become" rather than what makes me happy pero wala talaga sa lahat ng tracks and strands eh. I could find life meaningless every now and then.
May tendency na nagbebreakdown ako kasi parang di ko talaga kung ano yung papel ko sa mundo. I have it in my mind, "I want to be an aeronautical engineer". Not for the aesthetics and stuff but because I like the income one could earn and I have been always fascinated by flight.
Simula pagkabata, I really incorporate everything with the air. I want my powers to be air, I want to fly and such pero di pa din solido yun para maging rason na bakit ko pinili ang stem. It is the work that I think nga makahappy sa ako pero only after I get to achieve everythi
ng I want. Di ko na din maintindihan ang sarili ko kasi nagchachange talaga gusto ko once there would be that thing that could trigger the curiosity outta me. Minsan gusto ko magFilming, sa susunod na araw gusto ko sports writing, sa susunod naman gusto ko
Yung management ng business, then back to my original plan ulit na engineering. I certainly don& #39;t want to waste my time studying (but I foresee myself studying all the time lol) and to waste a lifetime doing a sequenced playlist of life. AND I ALSO
Don& #39;t want to have fun all night and do everything I want. Pati ako nalilito na sa gusto kong sabihin pero litong lito na talaga ako sa essence ng pagkabuhay. This thread is not only about my partial regrets or what but this is all about [almost] everything I want to
Express. Like meron na akong friends na sinabihan regarding the status of my mental or emotional health or anu pa yan. It helps me to release the stress out and such. If you are reading this hanggang dito, please leave a repy gusto ko ng discussion
Di ko na din maintindihan sarili ko, ewan ko kung part ba to ng pagtanda o ewan pero I literally need help, thank you for reading by the way!
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