ok just a quick sad bois hour tweet: i think the most crushing thing abt being poor (around 19k/yr after taxes) is that 1) i depend on my parents a lot, and 2) i really want money so i can support them and give them the financial help they deserve
like my mom especially... my dad was really bad with money, and she was impacted by that a LOT. and idk she just deserves to retire and live a comfortable life that isn& #39;t fucking in the middle of nowhere kentucky
it just makes me really sad that she hasn& #39;t been back home (hong kong) since she left 30+ years ago, and who knows when she& #39;ll be able to go back at this point.
she always wanted to travel and go on cruises, and a lot of the pressure is on me to spend that time w/ her because she doesn& #39;t really have close friends

and it just crushes me so much to know my dad& #39;s been traveling with his gf in the past couple years
like it& #39;s just so unfair to give someone 40+ years of your life, only for them to take all your money, and cheat on you and waste your life.

i just wish i could help my mom live the rest of her life happily and securely https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">
and also i have a lot of guilt b/c i personally get along better with my dad than my mom :/ and i just. idk it& #39;s hard. i really hate thinking about my family, because i don& #39;t trust my brother to take care of my mom when she gets older
and i can& #39;t take care of my mom b/c i don& #39;t have the money or time to.

i don& #39;t know who will take care of my brother when /he/ gets older b/c his gf is older and like. if she dies first, then who is left to take care of him? he can& #39;t drive and has never had a job
ANYWAY i& #39;m sorry about this. i just needed to put it out somewhere. i can& #39;t talk about this with my family, and i don& #39;t want to force this on anyone 1-on-1.

my family stresses me out so much any time i think about them which is why i always repress the shit out of it LMAO
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