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lovelytheband picks favorites. literally everyone knows it other than their favorites who constantly deny it. they notice the same people over and over and over again and value them over the hundreds of other diehard fans they have. they aren't a huge band. they don't have +
a million people who tweet about them daily. they have not even a hundred who are actually part of the fandom. yet they decide to only pay attention to certain people and completely ignore everyone else. they see all of the tweets. they get to their favorites tweets within +
minutes of them posting. but they don't give a shit about anyone else and barely give us any recognition compared to their favorites. i streamed their song for 72 hours straight and told them, crickets. i organized a music video to one of their songs and planned a zoom release +
party for i should be happy, they gave all the credit to their favorites instead and didn't give me shit. they haven't noticed some of my friends who have been here even longer than i have once. not ONCE.
tw / death
if i'm being completely honest, i know that if one of their favorites literally died they would have a whole memorial for them, but if i, someone who's been here just as long if not longer, had died? they would not say shit. because they don't care about anyone +
if i'm being completely honest, i know that if one of their favorites literally died they would have a whole memorial for them, but if i, someone who's been here just as long if not longer, had died? they would not say shit. because they don't care about anyone +
other than their favorites. and that all just makes the other problems in the fandom even worse. the fandom that's already toxic as fuck has become a fucking competition. it's all drama. nobody cares about anybody else's mental health or feelings. they just care about notices. +
they make me so fucking uncomfortable now. I used to feel so at home in this fandom until lovely started only caring about a few of us and the rest of the fandom just became outcasts. this isn't even just me that feels this way. i've talked to so many people who all feel the +
exact same way. the only people that don't see it are the people who get all the love anyway.
anyway yeah that was my rant will probably delete because people are gonna come for me but i've been holding this in for months and it's been hurting me so i needed to let it out 
