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My Senior High (on weed, jk) Experience a.k.a How it Feels like to be Burned at the stake~
My Senior High (on weed, jk) Experience a.k.a How it Feels like to be Burned at the stake~
Before everything else. I just wanna acknowledge the list of honors ng mga utang from my beloved class. S15 jahskasjkajs Y’ALL ARE THE WORST but i love you 
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Okay so here goes....The moment I stepped into SPC, my subconcious was visited by a looming feeling brought by my anxiousness. My gut warned me that the worst is bound to happen. Sabi niya “Huy manglisod jud ka dre tapulan ka pa naman” kajskajska scary
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Apakayabang ni qaqo.
Apakayabang ni qaqo.
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AJSHAKSJ so I decided to enshroud the looming feeling and follow my judgement https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤩" title="Vom Star geblendet" aria-label="Emoji: Vom Star geblendet"> (which was ultimately made out of dog poo)
So by the start of the schoolyear. I was a laid back, good for nothing slug who underestimated the rumored horrors of senior high school. Tawhay si qaqo
So by the start of the schoolyear. I was a laid back, good for nothing slug who underestimated the rumored horrors of senior high school. Tawhay si qaqo
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All was well until the stress SNAPPED at me.
“Luh baket ako lang di nag aaral.”
“Luh bat alam nila yan, di yan naturo before samen”
“Luh bat tatlo math namen”
“Luh bat yung x naging y ampota”
“Luh bat ayaw ni sir kelly magpatapak sa platform”
Kajskajskaj sukong suko na ako
“Luh baket ako lang di nag aaral.”
“Luh bat alam nila yan, di yan naturo before samen”
“Luh bat tatlo math namen”
“Luh bat yung x naging y ampota”
“Luh bat ayaw ni sir kelly magpatapak sa platform”
Kajskajskaj sukong suko na ako
I felt like i was in a comma. Na nakaintubate tas machine nalang bumubuhay saken. Kajskasksj i was literally in a state of wanting to transcend the mortal plane. Gusto ko na mameet si Jesus and Mary tas sumbong ko spc sa kanila huhuhuhu (pero di nga pala ako tanggap sa heaven)
Anyways...A batshit of things happened and i was ultimately wrecked from the inside out. I grew defenseless and borderline depressed. I asked God why all those things were happening to me??? San ba ako nagkulang? Panget ba ako?? Kapalit palit ba ako LORD BAKET Charot
But then I realized. It wasnt the school. It was ME?!! I was too busy babying myself that I never took notice of the cracks slowly permeating my life. So i began fixing myself. Nagstart nako paningkamot and all. And wow naworth it man!!! (For a while)
I was proud of the feats I have achieved. Despite the recurring problems, I dragged myself out of misery and SLAYED (barely survived) my 11th grade experience
All was actually well. But another destructive whirlwind had visited my life. That was when I was diagnosed with Guillain-Barre Syndrome. I could barely walk and was bedridden for 3 weeks
-Describing those 3 weeks as challenging, is an understatement. It was devastating to say the least. Akala ko magwhe-wheelchair na ako forever akhskajss. On top of that, my 3 weeks of school has caused my grades to go tumbling down. Making me ineligible to acquire honors :((
Nakakapanghinayang but it’s okay https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">
Pero despite of it all. Im still thankful. Because after experiencing the worst, comes the best things that has ever happened to me.
My friends and my classmates CHEEZY!
My friends and my classmates CHEEZY!
Plus may bonus pa akjskajs I had a fair share of feats na akala ko di ko maachieve so buhay ko akshkaj. Being able to attend a GMA masterclass and achieving awards from my shitload essays were the cherry on top to my whole experience
But to be honest. My favorite achievement was being the leader to my class’ performance tasks. Because of this role i was able to help and witness my classmates grow and be the best of what they could become. Makaproud masyado https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
(TB to when I directed Romeo and Juliet by s15)
(TB to when I directed Romeo and Juliet by s15)
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Kaya kung tinatanong nila ako kung malungkot ako dahil wala akong honors. I ultimately say Nope. Kasi may honors halos lahat ng kaklase ko. And im so honored to be a part of their growth (somehow). Watching them achieve what they have is an already an achievement for me. Proudhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
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To my S15 classmates. It really has been an honor to have been with u. Thank you for letting me spearhead some of our activities (though admittedly i have my lapses). I really had fun working with you. You are by far the most talented group of people ive come to know of. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">
People may say I have lost. But no. I think it’s the other way around. I fought off a disease and survived depression, all the while trying to finish my shs studies. And for that i am grateful (and narcissistic charot)
I used up all my courage to tweet this thread. Kahskajsks im not a speech-y person and i usually just conceal my problems and achievments from the public. But atleast before i leave highschool i have had my say. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤩" title="Vom Star geblendet" aria-label="Emoji: Vom Star geblendet">
Thank you! See you in college hoes! I love you S15. I love you SPC (not). I love you God.
