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My evolution, the thread 
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Back in January, living my best life, enjoying my time, happier than ever, the last week of the month .. boom, broke up, was left, was told fake excuses, was told lies, was being played on behind my back, was thrown away straight after it like I was no one.
The first week of the aftermath, sitting hours in the toilet going through my phone on the internet clueless of what am I doing and what am I going to do ... I was destroyed, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. My heart ached on a regular.
I always used to ask myself: What did I do wrong? Was I too easy to be left? Was I not enough? ... my mind and concentration on my life went pitch black, mindless, uninterested in life, devastated, disappointed, lost. I was on the verge of losing my mind and self control.
I was the same until the end of February, not knowing what to do, just walking in and out the days without any new achievements in my life. But then, I decided ... to completely change forever, I set a time limit to do so, from February to June.
I promised myself, my heart, my soul, to work my way through the darkness, all alone, solo, independently. I set new goals to achieve before turning 18 years old, I said to myself: I will not celebrate my 18th birthday if I don’t achieve these goals.
These goals were: evolve, grow up, assure maturity, and glow up to someone better than ever. I worked very hard since day one, to reach my goals. I’d ground myself from being social every now and then, to give myself more time and effort put into the process.
Week by week, I’d see some improvements, not too much, but something is there shows me that I’m recovering. I learned from my mistakes, and from the lessons I took into consideration. I put my all into providing myself happiness, positivity, energy, and most important, hope.
I grew all of that in me, I made sure the roots would never be able to be torn anymore. I trusted the process, I proved myself, I proved people wrong, I showed who I really am, I showed how strong I am, and how I never give up no matter what.
I was so negative about everything, but always set a law in my head: “focus in your present and future, don’t look at the past in any case”. I made sure nothing would stop me from accomplishing my goals, and recovering, and becoming the person I want to become.
Month by month, getting better, stronger, happier, cleverer, mature, positive, and humble. I make sure to this day, that I don’t lose myself for any person except for my mother and father, because they’re the only people I should be beside all the time.
I look at myself in the mirror every few days, I’d put my two hands on the sink, stare into my own eyes, and try to enter the channel of kicking off the negativity stuck in me, using my inner mental power to help me through it.
I finally realized that I completely recovered from everything, I became stronger and better than ever, surrounding myself with positive energy, watching over my sides, making sure nothing bad is getting close to my territory.
And here we are today, the 30th of June, 2020, I turn 18 today.
With pride, I can say, that I’m the person I always wanted to be one day. I struggled with my downs, wisely used my ups, to balance my life waves and keep it moderate as much as possible.
With pride, I can say, that I’m the person I always wanted to be one day. I struggled with my downs, wisely used my ups, to balance my life waves and keep it moderate as much as possible.
The goal behind sharing my story with each, and every one of you, is to look at the world from the bright side, admire life, live it as you want, because you only live once, but be careful of doing silly mistakes and taking wrong decisions.
I’d like to thank every one that was beside me when I was working my way to succeeding in my evolution, for being there just Incase anything went south. And thank you to every person that follows me in Twitter, because that motivated me into working harder.
If you reached this far into the thread, thank you so much, but I want you to do me a favor. Please @ whoever is going through any sort of negative energy, thoughts, or situations, because my story can give them hope, and help them stand back up and strive for an evolution.
Until then, that’s all I’d like to address to the public. May god bless and protect y’all, and may he grant every one of you health and happiness https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">.
Love and regards,
Kn3an
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Love and regards,
Kn3an
(May my message inspire someone someday) ...
