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— a thread about my anxiety
— a thread about my anxiety
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to say that i am a disappointment is an understatement.
i know a lot of you support me in anything, singing, drawing, writing, or whatever, but my anxiety keeps kicking in and i just can& #39;t help it.
i know a lot of you support me in anything, singing, drawing, writing, or whatever, but my anxiety keeps kicking in and i just can& #39;t help it.
i have friends, yes. i have ones that are really near my heart. i love them with every fiber of my being, but even though they assure me na they& #39;ll stay by my side,
i can& #39;t help but think, "is that genuine, or just a way for me to stop?"
i can& #39;t help but think, "is that genuine, or just a way for me to stop?"
lately, i gained a really good friend and i really like that person. we share the same interests, kasing daldal ko siya, and grabe. we vibe well ganun.
i can& #39;t help but think na baka isang araw, titipid tipid ung chats namen and magsasawa siya sakin.
i can& #39;t help but think na baka isang araw, titipid tipid ung chats namen and magsasawa siya sakin.
kasi most of the time, that& #39;s what happens.
people leave me, people see me differently, people betray my trust.
people leave me, people see me differently, people betray my trust.
to my friends, i& #39;m sorry if nakukulitan kayo sakin. that& #39;s my nature. i& #39;m sorry if masyado ako mabilis magreply, mahaba magreply, or tawa ng tawa.
sorry if i bring up things na di niyo naiintindihan.
sorry if i bring up things na di niyo naiintindihan.
i really cant help but think if genuine ba kayo or hindi.
it& #39;s not that i& #39;m doubting our friendship, it& #39;s just that mahirap magtrust ulit. yung tipong akala mo okay kayo, pero in the ends hindi nama pala talaga.
it& #39;s not that i& #39;m doubting our friendship, it& #39;s just that mahirap magtrust ulit. yung tipong akala mo okay kayo, pero in the ends hindi nama pala talaga.
one thing i& #39;ve noticed is i apologize frequently. i get too guilty na i& #39;m wasting your time, na i& #39;m too talkative.
i promise im trying to change, but it& #39;s just that hard.
i promise im trying to change, but it& #39;s just that hard.
if you have friends who are like this, please please do not mess with their feelings, romantic or not.
it& #39;s really breaks a person& #39;s heart if they knew that you weren& #39;t genuine at all.
it& #39;s really breaks a person& #39;s heart if they knew that you weren& #39;t genuine at all.
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