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a strange effect of the massive 
uprising that happened while doing my diss fieldwork is that i've felt disconnected from work that i had done up to that point. everything felt TOO relevant. i 
lit myself into feeling like i hadn't rly been thinking abt relevant issues before
uprising that happened while doing my diss fieldwork is that i've felt disconnected from work that i had done up to that point. everything felt TOO relevant. i lit myself into feeling like i hadn't rly been thinking abt relevant issues before
i knew i was disassociating from my own experiences w/ it all bc i could feel myself not feeling the gravity of things that i was definitely witnessing in person. i knew it was traumatic. i was able to do amaze interviews/data collection/thinking but couldn't talk about my feels.
anyway, i've been processing trauma & that part is ok now. but the imposter feeling like i didn't rly care about youth participation, class, policing, & institutions in post-dictatorship BEFORE the uprising has been weird. i did exams. i wrote proposals. i was doing it irl! lol
BEFORE the uprising has been weird. i did exams. i wrote proposals. i was doing it irl! lol
plot twist: this thread is actually about to be about visual anthropology, not my psyche
