Here is what happened: She never trusted me, and would make scenarios in her head that would make me feel like NOTHING I did was ever enough. Constant questioning, sudden changes in mood, and judgment on everything I did.

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I couldn’t go a day without thinking what would be going wrong later.
It was exhausting. Spent my days trying to satisfy her every need, but the questioning and dissatisfaction never stopped.

I confessed to her that I was prescribed antidepressants. I am clinically depressed. Diagnosed by a psychiatrist. She questioned my treatment and claimed it was fictitious andclaimed I was hiding something.

I hadn’t ever felt so disconnected. It all ended when I went on a road trip with one of my good friends. She was upset I didnt text back for 4 hours.... I didnt have any signal on the road. She would not return my texts or calls.

Then I finally said fuck it. Enough of this. She then started blowing up my phone wanting to speak to me, and would call me from private numbers. I held strong to my decision of ending that relationship.

I always felt I was being held back. I had to delete Twitter for a while because it “made her feel more at ease”. I dont think I would’ve been able to make an OnlyFans.

I dont think my photography business would be as successful. I dont think I would’ve been able to experience a boudoir shoot.

I will never go back to a co trolling relationship. I shall now do as I please with my life. I feel I am exactly where I need to be, and boy I promise you. I will beat this depression. 1 nore year on Meds to go, lets rock this https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙌🏻" title="Raising hands (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Raising hands (heller Hautton)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏🏻" title="Folded hands (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands (heller Hautton)">