My friend just told me she always gets downloads when talking to me. That’s why so many people push me away. It’s also why I get upset when people envy me. It’s hard as fuck being extremely psychic. Very lonely too because people don’t want or know how to deal with me.

It’s difficult to have a normal conversation with me. As much I would like to have some normalcy for myself my dialogue always results in downloads. People don’t like that so they shun me. I’m a loner by force. I didn’t ask for this lifestyle.

I have the gift of reading minds. I have the gift of seeing through people as well. It’s difficult for me because low vibe people will play me like I’m crazy. I know one thing but I am shown another and because I wasn’t trusting my intuition I would get confused & frustrated.

That would lead to me having emotional out bursts. Because deep down in my soul I KNOW and you’re telling/showing me this but I feel something different in my spirit. When I go against my intuition I end up in a situation that presents something totally different from the truth.

And when I point that truth out, it’s done in a way that is not expressed appropriately because now I’m frustrated. You’re sitting here tryna mind fuck me into believing something I KNOW is not real. But becuz I delivered it out of anger & frustration now it’s not well received.

Now you wanna tell me I’m just upset, I’m just mad, I’m crazy, etc. But the whole time I was right. The whole time I done had the pieces of the puzzle put together and you wanna tell me the shit doesn’t fit. Yea I done had enough of that. So it’s why I have to protect myself.

I am loving myself enough to walk away from those who will make me feel comfortable mistrusting my intuition. I am loving myself enough to cut ties with people who wish to label me crazy. I am loving myself enough to know that I am not alone, just lonely for the time being.