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I need to get something off of my chest, I dunno y Im gonna do it here, I just know that i wanna do it, I have never talked to someone or addressed their weight, not loss nor gain, because being me, I am empathetic to it, and I know that it's 99% an indication of another issue,
It doesn't really bother me that a lot of the people I love do comment on how much weight I have gained, because I have conditioned myself to not let it bother me, or maybe I put it in that part of my brain where nothing matters but then it comes to bite me in the ass later,
I say this to tell you that even though it percievably doesn't matter to me, It MATTERS, Literally dont Comment on someone's weight unless they straight up asked you to your face "hey, I been tryna lose weight, do you see it?"
I wanted to address this part first, but also
I wanted to address this part first, but also
highlight how it could be and most probably is an indication that something else is going on in that person's life, A war at times, In the last couple of years, I've been through a lot, it rendered my anxiety the worst it's ever been, which affected many facets of my Life, I
am proud to say, that if anything It made me stronger than I ever thought I could be, it made me go thru things that I thought would be the end of me, and come out the other side, it proved to me that accepting suffering is a huge part of knowing who you are as a person, and
Now Whenever I do anything, any small achievement/checkpoint, I look at it with the 'I did this all despite of all the little barriers that my brain and life have thrown in front of me' now I say this, but a huge coping mechanism for me this past year especially has been food,
Most of the time, the only thing that keeps me going is looking forward to a good meal at the end of the day, I have fought and fought, I haven't let any hardship that got in my way, affect me, but It's been tough to try and control my eating, especially with such trash sleep and
a busy exhausted brain, I am not sharing any of this, to ask for sympathy, I have God as my Consolation and me and my dreams and my achievements to pick me up and prove to me that whatever we as humans, with disorders, whether eating, mental, physical, are not lesser, if anything
every step we take, proves to us, how strong will works, how accepting suffering eases suffering, how all the things you did and do and will continue to do, you will do DESPITE of everything you go through.
Anxiety is just a welcome recurring guest now, with the right heart
Anxiety is just a welcome recurring guest now, with the right heart
making sure you're okay but with wrong means of doing so, This is Just a reminder, No one with any sort of disorder needs your sympathy, nor your comments, we all have mirrors, we all have self talk.
And if you are going through something similar in any way, you're not alone.
And if you are going through something similar in any way, you're not alone.
SIDENOTE: If you think you are better than someone because they have a different sexuality than yours then you are a cunt.
