I don't know how to convey just how good this top surgery decision was for me. Kissmate says I glow. I feel so happy and peaceful.
Smooth chests are just so nice? (On me, I mean, your mileage may vary!! I love breasts on other people!!) My hands run down my chest, over my belly, and the smoothness of everything feels so correct.

The battle scars are so pretty, too. I have been jealous of Kissmate's for awhile, and now I have my own! They're still a little red and new on me, but they're healing so nicely.

I thought I would hate the pain, or might feel some regrets, but it's been the easiest surgery I've ever had. When it does hurt, my first thought is "but oh oh oh, so worth it."

I never have to buy another bra again. I NEVER HAVE TO BUY ANOTHER BRA AGAIN. When I look in mirrors, I don't have those two round spots that never looked quite right on me. I love how I look and feel.

I don't really care right now if I ever pass as cis. I'm sure a lot of people would just peg me as a flat-chested girl. That's fine for me right now. I know what I am, and for the first time in my life I like what I see in the mirror.
