Have I told y'all how stable my mental health is now that I can do all of this stuff I always wanted to do without hiding some place in the house because my parents will barge it and make a 3 hour rant session out of how I am never making it big in life because I waste my time? https://twitter.com/shivangayy/status/1277691376491098112

Am I good at any of the pointless things I do? No. But it feels so good to just do them and not be scared.
There's no element of panic anywhere in my house rn.
It's so fucking brilliant.
So brilliant.

This is kinda sad because I had to go through the emotionally draining work of letting go off my oldest relations to get here but bro it's so fucking great at times when it hits me that I cooked crappy food which tastes average but I didn't have someone constantly yelling at me.

Like the sheer concept is joyful.
Absolute agency over what I do and how I lead my life.
I don't want to do great at studies I just want to know more stuff and it's okay because if I don't score well I am not answerable to anyone.
The absolute relief of this realisation.