Have I told y& #39;all how stable my mental health is now that I can do all of this stuff I always wanted to do without hiding some place in the house because my parents will barge it and make a 3 hour rant session out of how I am never making it big in life because I waste my time? https://twitter.com/shivangayy/status/1277691376491098112">https://twitter.com/shivangay...

Am I good at any of the pointless things I do? No. But it feels so good to just do them and not be scared.
There& #39;s no element of panic anywhere in my house rn.
It& #39;s so fucking brilliant.
So brilliant.

This is kinda sad because I had to go through the emotionally draining work of letting go off my oldest relations to get here but bro it& #39;s so fucking great at times when it hits me that I cooked crappy food which tastes average but I didn& #39;t have someone constantly yelling at me.

Like the sheer concept is joyful.
Absolute agency over what I do and how I lead my life.
I don& #39;t want to do great at studies I just want to know more stuff and it& #39;s okay because if I don& #39;t score well I am not answerable to anyone.
The absolute relief of this realisation.