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So, I’m kinda crying while writing this . My bad... so for the past three days Orange and I have been arguing about our feelings about stuff and he hasn’t texted me as much.
Yeah we did hang out in person but we were getting frustrated with each other easier. So I texted him
“Do you still want me?”
Him:”yeah I’m just mad about my dad trying to take my mom to court.”
Me:” I know but-“
Him:” not every issue is about you.”
Me:” I never said it was.”
“Do you still want me?”
Him:”yeah I’m just mad about my dad trying to take my mom to court.”
Me:” I know but-“
Him:” not every issue is about you.”
Me:” I never said it was.”
Him:” ik.”
So I just left to go fishing again and he texted “ you forgot to say Goodmorning “
Me:” my bad Goodmorning.”
Him:” that’s better wyd.”
Me:” fishing .”
Him:” what time will you be home?”
Me :” around 5 or 6.”
So then he left me on seen for 3 hours until I texted
So I just left to go fishing again and he texted “ you forgot to say Goodmorning “
Me:” my bad Goodmorning.”
Him:” that’s better wyd.”
Me:” fishing .”
Him:” what time will you be home?”
Me :” around 5 or 6.”
So then he left me on seen for 3 hours until I texted
“Wyd?”
Him:” Walmart “
Me:” huh?”
Then he left me on seen again so I got in the car and called him. He didn’t answer so I got mad And ignored my phone for two more hours (this was in the morning so if your wondering by time I had my phone again it was like 2)
Him:” Walmart “
Me:” huh?”
Then he left me on seen again so I got in the car and called him. He didn’t answer so I got mad And ignored my phone for two more hours (this was in the morning so if your wondering by time I had my phone again it was like 2)
So then I saw 10 missed texts and 5 missed calls .
Him:”hey
Babe?
You ok?
Babe?
I’m sorry
I love you
Babe?”
Me:”sorry I was out.”
Him:”oh. “
Me:”sorry.
Him:”hey
Babe?
You ok?
Babe?
I’m sorry
I love you
Babe?”
Me:”sorry I was out.”
Him:”oh. “
Me:”sorry.
So then I was feeling bad but then I went back to fishing and I was thinking.”what if he doesn’t like me. What if there’s another girl.”
But then I caught a fish so I kinda felt better
But then I caught a fish so I kinda felt better
So when I got home I texted him
“Do you still like me?”
And he didnt respond he left me on seen. So then I called my boy bsf and I started crying.
Kevin:” mamas what’s wrong?”
Me:” idontthinkkyrozloveesme anymoreeeeeeewe
”
Him:”
Jazzy.”
Me:”huh?”
Him:” what happened.”
“Do you still like me?”
And he didnt respond he left me on seen. So then I called my boy bsf and I started crying.
Kevin:” mamas what’s wrong?”
Me:” idontthinkkyrozloveesme anymoreeeeeeewe
”Him:”
Jazzy.”Me:”
huh?”Him:” what happened.”
So I explained .
Him:” jazzy you might be overthinking it.”
Me:”I know...”
Him:”it’s okay I’m sure he still loves you.”
So we talked about it a little more but I hung up Bc Orange wanted to call. So I called him.
Me:”hi.”
Him:”hey. You okay?”
Me:”yeah.”
Him:”jazz I cause you pain
Him:” jazzy you might be overthinking it.”
Me:”I know...”
Him:”it’s okay I’m sure he still loves you.”
So we talked about it a little more but I hung up Bc Orange wanted to call. So I called him.
Me:”hi.”
Him:”hey. You okay?”
Me:”yeah.”
Him:”jazz I cause you pain
Me:”huh?”
Him:”I love you and you’re amazing but I can see I’m upsetting you.”
Me:”are you breaking up with me.”
Him:”no ! Are you ?”
So then I started crying bc he sounded like he was leaving.
Him:”jazzy are you leaving.”
Me:”you don’t like me anymore .”
Him:” I do!”
Him:”I love you and you’re amazing but I can see I’m upsetting you.”
Me:”are you breaking up with me.”
Him:”no ! Are you ?”
So then I started crying bc he sounded like he was leaving.
Him:”jazzy are you leaving.”
Me:”you don’t like me anymore .”
Him:” I do!”
Me:”no it feels like you don’t you keep mentioning how I’m the only black girl you’ve been with and you’re scared of the relationship.”
Him:”okay but you won’t even let me touch you without flinching or stuff and crying then when I raise my voice you cry.”
Me:”well I’m sorry”
Him:”okay but you won’t even let me touch you without flinching or stuff and crying then when I raise my voice you cry.”
Me:”well I’m sorry
”
Then I started crying harder and I hung up but he called me back .
Him:”Jazzy talk to me what’s going on.”
Me:”idk.”
Him:”do you still love me.”
My voice started cracking and I was sniffling. “Yes ofc but you said I cry too much.”
Him:”no you just cry at small things.”
Him:”Jazzy talk to me what’s going on.”
Me:”idk.”
Him:”do you still love me.”
My voice started cracking and I was sniffling. “Yes ofc but you said I cry too much.”
Him:”no you just cry at small things.”
So I cried harder at that.”I’m sorry-“
Him:”it’s fine baby I’m not mad you just need more loving.... am I not giving you attention.”
Me:”no you’ve been busy.”
Him:” I know baby. I’m sorry.... I love you.”
Me:” I love you too..”
So I’m still crying and rn he’s
Him:”it’s fine baby I’m not mad you just need more loving.... am I not giving you attention.”
Me:”no you’ve been busy.”
Him:” I know baby. I’m sorry.... I love you.”
Me:” I love you too..”
So I’m still crying and rn he’s
Playing his game while talking to me otp but yeah.
MOTS: idk
MOTS: idk
