Really starting to get bored @ life.. none of my friends reply to me in groupchats, it makes me look despo af but rlly everyday i always hope for like idk interesting convos to pop up but men i just end up talking to myself bruh it’s embarrassing +

I really feel like i should make more friends lol no offense to my gang but its for me and my mental health, I sound selfish af but i feel like if i dont interact with someone, idk what but it annoys me a lot like +

Somehow i just have this like need to know how my friends are doing or like talk to them AT LEAST 4 times a week ANYTHING like

Im trying my best to keep everyone close but i feel like during this quarantine we all just end up distancing ourselves from one another

Like i have so many things to talk to them about, like planning our next hangout after this corona shit bcs i have so much in my mind and ideas for it or fangirl over idols or talk abt movies or songs ANYTHINGG really

literally the only people i talk to most is razan lmao not most but like i talk to her for like tge longest time we would rant abt dramas and stuff and its really fun

+ im glad that i got to know razan better, but like i also rlly want to talk to my friends too yuno like theyre all so dead, yes I understand they’re probably busy etcetc and maybe they want some time to themselves

Yes i will sound selfish and ignorant af but at least like reply to my message in the group or something stop leaving me on seen https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">

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Why is this thread not in order wtf

Anyways yeah i feel like its stupid and annoying of me to just keep sending posts in the group and expect an answer like https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👄" title="Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👁" title="Auge" aria-label="Emoji: Auge"> i try hard not to send but i just automatically do it