Breakups hurt but you know what hurts more? The moment you realize that a YouTuber you spend hours watching and made you smile when you didn't think you could, is a bad person. And it makes it so hard for you to search for new YouTubers to watch cause what if the same things (1)

Happens again. When I start to watch a YouTuber and make them a part of my daily life and I trust them, and then all of a sudden I can't trust them anymore. And it hurts to know that a person you look up to isn't who they say they are but what hurts (2)

Even more, is logging on to YouTube and realizing that they aren't a part of your day anymore and it feels empty. It makes me wanna cry until I can't cry any more but all I feel is empty (end of thread)