i really honestly prefer not having breasts. i wish i wasn’t constantly made to feel horrible about not having them whenever i see a woman who does. i can’t even wear breast forms bc they make me so uncomfortable and yet i still get fucked up abt how my chest makes me ugly

i feel like top surgery cured my dysphoria at the cost of me feeling like everyone else sees me as a hideous freak forever because my body will never be normal or anything even remotely close to what people find beautiful in a woman, which seems to predominantly be breasts

i find other women who’ve had top surgery really attractive but i saw a thread on reddit where a bunch of them talked about how getting a mastectomy made them much more into other women’s breasts and it’s made me feel awful since

i feel like top surgery looks so much better on other women, like something about my results and the rest of my body type makes me look so weird where other people look great. like if i were thinner or my chest turned out different i wouldn’t feel this way