for those who were asking me about yesterday:
basically my m*m got mad at me for smoking (on my birthday at 9:30pm) because she said that weed makes my face look stupid in pictures and she wouldn’t be able to post on facebook all because of me smoking and ruining the picture
basically my m*m got mad at me for smoking (on my birthday at 9:30pm) because she said that weed makes my face look stupid in pictures and she wouldn’t be able to post on facebook all because of me smoking and ruining the picture
please recognize how fucking insane this is. im 22. i’m not supposed to even be home right now but i am bc of covid19. my birthday isn’t about YOUR facebook post... like REALLY???
she yelled at me in front of all of the guests, all of which were also high, drunk, or crossed. i was so embarrassed.
so then i was trying not to cry at the table because i felt attacked in front of an entire party on my birthday. she then kept making demonic eye contact with me and kept mouthing «knock it off» because my mom HATES when i cry. im basically not allowed to cry in front of her.
so then i was so focused on not crying i basically mentally shut down at the table. i couldn’t eat or speak. my mom finally left and all my friends too me outside. the minute i stepped outside i started crying but they all cheered me up! i have great friends, here and at home!
so yeah that happened but the night ended amazingly, we made cheese fondue and sat in the hot tub for hours while smoking. all ended up just fine :) thank you to those who asked if everything was okay <3