So, I think I should come out publically and say in having some mixed thoughts about the beware I posted. The main one being if I should delete it.

Now I know most people are going to say to keep it up which I know a lot of people want me to keep it up so others can be informed on Fluffz past and current behavior. But this beware has caused me nothing but constant stress, anxiety, and hell depression.

Yesturday I had notifications for everything besides Discord and Messenger off because I was fucking scared of getting another message telling me to kill myself. I suffer with terrible depression and anxiety and they click so fast when I feel uneasy or unsafe.

I cant even imagine what the victims are going through and I hate that I put myself in the state I'm in now where I'm scared to even just post my own art and express myself the only way I know how, not with words but with creativity.

I just, fucking hell I dont know if I can battle this shitty ass depression and anxiety shit much longer or if it'll start triggering my mind and overall make me at my lowest like I was almost 5 years ago.

I dont care if I even get hate at this point cause I know this thread will be screenshotted by someone and then send something to me to make me go even lower.

I know the beware has done a lot of good to the victims and gave them a voice, but its fucking destroyed me to the point I'm scared to even unlock my phone to talk with IRL friends cause I think they'll turn on me and tell me to kill myself.

Sorry for ranting, just I really dont know who to turn to or what to dk at this point anymore and I just feel like I have no one to talk to or if anyone is even listening.