Me really hate talking about money and least like asking for it, but actually feel so pressured that I don't know what to do anymore. Being a person with chronic depression and social anxiety who must also take medication is hard, my social circle of help is practically nil.

I'm a college student, can't work, don't receive any help from state, father hasn't paid my pension since four months, already asked for help to my mother; I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'm horribly guilty, because me took the responsibility about adopting my fluffy buddy believing—

that would always have everything for her and supposing she could live in the best way possible. I'm afraid about something bad will happen to her because of me. She came as the gift that unconditionally improved my health; her presence in home means company—alternative therapy.

Recently managed to reforce two vaccines, also deworm her; but the vet still encountered two difficulties who requires treatment. She currently has cone and liquid medication to treat the dermatitis on her tummy, but there is an alarming suspicion of asthma/allergy/bronchitis—

in which she should had chest X-rays. Her final medical report is still pending and one vaccine is still missing, the one who needs previous blood tests to rule out diseases.

I can't stand idly by, me have to fight alongside her and together we will get out of this, like always.

I'll open commissions soon, will sell things, any kidney, whatever; don't know what else more but I will make it.

Here's she whit her cone and her poorly, tiny lungs inside!

Her wounded tummy and my hand! I'm surprised at how resistant she is, despite the fact that cough is acute and nose quite congested; bronchial or nasal noises still don't decrease but I'm hoping to have the medical report pretty soon and know what she haves for start treatment.

Don't know how to show this but I really need help. Any action will be grain of sand; donation, retweet, commission order that I'll happy to do.

These are currently the only sites where I can receive amounts.

Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/shotokekiss 
PayPal https://paypal.me/shotokekiss 

For all those who have spread this and especially for those who have donated despite the difficult times we're living due to covid, THANKS YOU SO MUCH with all my heart and soul ! ! Probably none of my actions will compensate y'all amazing empathy and actions ! ! !

Me promise (to y'all here) give everything for my buddy and take care of her like the little angel in my life she is. Here I removed the cone for just few minutes while her angry butt haves my absolute vigilance; at least this allow her to lick the paws, loin and head only.

A thousand and million thanks to everyone who helped me spreading and donating part of the amount. Feel that this thread has gotten large so I'll try to update around one QRT soon.

In case someone wants commissions, details are here
http://boogiepop-phantom.carrd.co 

RTS APPRECIATED

Since before writing this thread I have been thinking about whether should attach the official vet control documents that my girl has, but I'm quite afraid with that! A large part of them obviously contain my personal data. Don't know if me can effectively censor to show them.