Im gonna start by saying this is not one of those things where girls record themselves crying for no reason. I use twitter as a place to throw my thoughts and have a time line of events. Im not on twitter for people to reply or anything. Im content with never getting a response

That said. I just got news late 11h 27-06-2020 that my dog has terminal cancer and its past time for action. And I can& #39;t help feel like this is just the universe teaching me smth. Cause i& #39;ve had it too good for too long. I haven& #39;t had school since marchhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> and then---

I got a job that pays well that i enjoy. And it feels like things are doing well. Then this. And after i got off the call. I cried a little then i started laughing at how almost tv show like my situation is. While writing this tweet i thought i should use this opportunity --

To try to get into shape and grow up. Not saying that im acting childish but i need to take care of my health and studies. Idk... im just ranting to put my thoughts on "paper" so i can look back at this one day. I don& #39;t want to forget the opportunities i have been given in this--

Horrible situation. I might continue this thread later when i have more to note down. Thank for listening i guess??https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">

He has been nothing but patient with me and I don& #39;t think I would be the same if i never experienced his specific patients with me that he doesn& #39;t show anyone else to the degree he does with me