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I AM MAD AT MYSELF.
No, I& #39;m not telling this to make a pity party. I really am mad at myself. All these years I& #39;ve always refused to take accountability for my actions. I& #39;ve always blamed other people for my sufferings. These are my fault.
No, I& #39;m not telling this to make a pity party. I really am mad at myself. All these years I& #39;ve always refused to take accountability for my actions. I& #39;ve always blamed other people for my sufferings. These are my fault.
I always whine that it sucks being alone but at the same time, I isolate myself from others and shut people off. Perhaps I really am dispensable BUT I& #39;m not doing anything for that to change. I& #39;m still a whining depressed piece of shit.
I easily become defensive when I& #39;m confronted even if I& #39;m the one who is wrong. There& #39;s no point in explaining my side because this anger would lose its gravity and urgency. I am taking full responsibility. My behavior is toxic and there& #39;s no other way to put it.
I am sorry for cutting people off undeservingly.
I am sorry for ghosting people.
I am sorry for being so insecure about myself that I became paranoid and was capable of hurting people.
I am sorry for not acknowledgin my mistakes.
I am sorry for being a shitty friend.
I am sorry for ghosting people.
I am sorry for being so insecure about myself that I became paranoid and was capable of hurting people.
I am sorry for not acknowledgin my mistakes.
I am sorry for being a shitty friend.
This anger inside me for years have done nothing but harm not just to myself but also to others.
I& #39;m taking full responsibility with my behavior. I need to call myself out and I have to do it publicly because I feel like just telling these to myself would be futile eventually.
I& #39;m taking full responsibility with my behavior. I need to call myself out and I have to do it publicly because I feel like just telling these to myself would be futile eventually.
I need you all to call me out when I& #39;ve done you wrong. I have to strip down my defenses when it comes to criticisms.
I have abused my mental health condition in refusing to change for the better. I have used it to coddle my toxic behavior.
No, enough is enough.
I have abused my mental health condition in refusing to change for the better. I have used it to coddle my toxic behavior.
No, enough is enough.
I can never do anything to correct and make up for my mistakes in the past but the best thing I can give is a changed behavior.
I am deeply sorry to everyone because I& #39;ve been here for almost 26 years and I& #39;m still here, being a shitty person that I am.
I am deeply sorry to everyone because I& #39;ve been here for almost 26 years and I& #39;m still here, being a shitty person that I am.
I& #39;ve been wanting to heal for so long but I know I couldn& #39;t do that without holding myself accountable and being mad at myself.
Let this serve as a receipt. If I do something bad, show me this thread.
I want to be more, yes, but I have to work hard for it.
Let this serve as a receipt. If I do something bad, show me this thread.
I want to be more, yes, but I have to work hard for it.
This is me trying to start my healing into becoming a better person.
Thank you, everyone, for still sticking with me even if most of the times I try to push you away.
No more babying. I& #39;ll start acting like a responsible adult.
Thank you, everyone, for still sticking with me even if most of the times I try to push you away.
No more babying. I& #39;ll start acting like a responsible adult.
