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Been a while. I was supposed to be back in July but stuff came out and I have to speak.
I am so happy Rae is being called out rn. I& #39;ve hated her for a while..
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Been a while. I was supposed to be back in July but stuff came out and I have to speak.
I am so happy Rae is being called out rn. I& #39;ve hated her for a while..
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I wanted to be a part of the community back in 2018, back then I went under the alias SquishyBean
I got a decent start making a channel trailer but was still too nervous to make content.
Then fuckers like her came into my life and messed me up for a while
I got a decent start making a channel trailer but was still too nervous to make content.
Then fuckers like her came into my life and messed me up for a while
Being all friendly and cutesy and just the bestest fwends. I trusted her for a bit cause at the time I was already at a low point after a buddy of mine became a creep and I was also talking to my current boyfriend who I was just friends with at the time
Suddenly a whole bunch of in fighting breaks out a couple months later, Hiten gets unfairly called out, I end up panicking cause I didn& #39;t want to make any mistakes
Then I got with my bf, Rae thinks it& #39;s a good idea to make moves on me cause why not, (she was sneaky about it)
Then I got with my bf, Rae thinks it& #39;s a good idea to make moves on me cause why not, (she was sneaky about it)
whenever I would say how lucky I am she would constantly call Jiggy the lucky one which in turn was a little uncomfortable but brushed it off as being friendly
Then by 2019, probably the hardest year for me. I make a twitlonger talking about distancing myself from the community
Then by 2019, probably the hardest year for me. I make a twitlonger talking about distancing myself from the community
Now I want everyone to know this for those that might have seen it. I do NOT stand by it, it was poorly written, I was clearly confused and scared, I said the wrong things when I didn& #39;t mean to
And guess what happened. The fucking community completely turned its back on me...
I was unbelievably upset, I didn& #39;t know what happened, I felt guilty and wishing I was never here cause now people hated me and never told me why
I was unbelievably upset, I didn& #39;t know what happened, I felt guilty and wishing I was never here cause now people hated me and never told me why
Eventually I make a sort of controversial statement on my now deactivated deviantart. And then without warning everyone blocks me, Rae and her whole posse just turn their backs on me, talk shit about me behind closed doors
And here I am alone..
And here I am alone..
I ended up snapping around spring about how terrible everyone was. A few minutes later I try and make it up to Rae. For a while things seemed okay
But then she hard blocked me anyway.
But then she hard blocked me anyway.
And now many of her other buddies are talking shit about me to my buddies still for stuff I did a while ago that I would never do now
To all of those people who put me in this horrible headspace, go fuck yourselves
To all of those people who put me in this horrible headspace, go fuck yourselves
