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hey guys i know u might not really care but i just wanna let my feelings out so yea this might be a long thread :) if u dont wanna read it all basically im leaving stan twt for good and i dont really plan on coming back.
i& #39;ve been on stan twt for like 3-4 years? idk yea its pretty long. stan twt has been my safe place for a long time since things that happen to me irl is not really good, i use twt as an escape kinda.
from my experience here, i met alot of cool people that listen to me and try to understand my feelings which is something that i& #39;ve always wanted since i cant really get that irl. while sometimes some people invalidate my feelings.
i know that if ur "too sensitive" u shouldnt be on twt. and yea i agree because this place is a huge ton of toxic and sometimes it just sucks the good out of people.
and im one of those sensitive people. i have really bad anxiety to the point that my mind goes blank and i lose my breath for some seconds. i dont really show my level of sensitivity here because im scared of being laughed at or basically made fun of.
i joke alot with some of my oomfs here because i try to somehow get over my sensitive self but it just gets worse everytime im here. some people dont know how to be a decent person so they rather be insensitive and ignorant and just straight up rude.
i& #39;ve moved accounts soooo many times just to get away from toxic people but somehow they just dont go away. maybe im not surrounding myself with the right people here but whatever idk.
making friends here has always been my favorite part of stan twt. i meet alot of people from different countries and i learn alot of stuff from these people and i enjoy talking to new friends.
i always tell myself to leave this place but i got too attatched and i know stan twt is just a really toxic place and it can really mess up someones mental health. doxxing, making fun of someones looks, people telling u to k!ll urself, and so much more negative things.
some people act so brave and powerful just because they& #39;re behind a screen so they think they can do or say whatever they want. i swear, ur just fucking things up for urself if ur doing this.
someone right now is probably laughing at me, making fun of me or talking shit about me in dms or their privs because i annoy them, im too sensitive, or they just dont like me. if u are,
im sorry if i come off as too sensitive, im sorry im annoying, im sorry if i try too hard to be funny, im sorry if i try too hard to be ur friend, im sorry if i ever upset u, im sorry if i ever offended u, im sorry if i ever made u feel uncomfortable.
i promise, i dont want anyone to think of me negatively. i will never purposely make someone feel uncomfortable or offend someone in any way. im sorry for everything i& #39;ve done wrong while being here in stan twt.
anddd before i go, i just wanna say thank u to all the friends i made here and all the cool and funny things i did with u. thank u for listening to me when no one would :) u being my friend here helped me alot.
thank u for those who have been kind to me. its not everyday especially in my life that people are kind to me and i am very thankful that i got to meet really kind people here. i love u all so much and i hope ur also thankful that i became ur friend :)
this thread isnt my intention to getting attention or clout or compliments or anything like that. again, this has been my safe space for a long time and i just wanted to let out all my feelings. yes i have friends outside of twt, yes i have a life outside of twt.
this has just been a really safe space for me to feel more comfortable in and to just enjoy the things i like and to say things that i can never say irl. but i feel like my safe space has been taken away from me because it gets more toxic and toxic here everyday.
right now i just feel like i need to get away from things that destroys my mental health and self confidence and stan twt is one of them.
thank u for all my oomfs that stood by me and helped me through all my problems and understood me even at my lowest point. i love u all and im gonna miss u !! its been really fun i wish u all good things in life bye bye!!
