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This is gonna be a rant on a more serious note so feel free to ignore. I just feel the need to get it off my chest :)
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Since before quarantine I’ve always been self conscious abt the way I look, and being in quarantine only urges me more to pick at my insecurities. And lately I’ve just been feeling even worse abt it.
And I’ve rlly been trying so hard to ignore it and try to love myself. But I can’t. And the littlest things make me question if someone is making fun abt my body.
Like I’m at the point where I try to sleep in all the so I don’t have to eat and my sister just makes a big joke out of it. If I don’t eat she calls me anorexic and if I do eat she makes jokes abt me gaining weight. And it’s just rlly hard for me at this point-
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I should be doing what makes me happy but I can’t and I’m not happy with myself and not matter how much I tell myself I am, I’m rlly not.
I actually cry abt my body everyday and I just really feel gross and disgusting when I look into a mirror. Okay now I’m crying lol.
I just wanna be okay with who I am but I don’t know how to. So yeah, also I’ve been listening to this song on repeat so yeah. :) end of thread ig https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💗" title="Wachsendes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Wachsendes Herz">
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