So there’s a guy that I’ve liked since like, literally Halloween is the exact day, and in January he moved out of state for an internship second semester (he’s a few years older). We started talking less after that but still friends, still talked occasionally...

The less we talked the more I thought I was over him, and I even got in a relationship, which ended up being very short lived, because of my feelings this other guy, that were not as gone as I thought. The next time I saw him, we kissed but we were both very drunk.

So the next day I text him and I’m like hey so sorry about that, I was super drunk and probably shouldn’t have done it but decided to tell him I liked him and he didn’t feel the same but we decided we obviously still wanted to be friends, but after, we started talking even less

But still every time we do talk, I get all flustered and feel things again and I HATE IT. And it’s been a hot minute since we talked BUT NOW HE’S TRYING TO TALK TO ME ABOUT ATLA AND 2 IN THE MORNING AND ITS MAKING ME FEEL THINGS IDK WHY I HATE IT I wanna be over him

Anyways most of this thread was irrelevant Bc that last part was really all I wanted to say, and I know no one is gonna actually care or read this but just needed to vent somewhere and he follows all my other accounts and is on my private Snapchat story and my friends are sleep