"be still and know that I am God" https://twitter.com/DavidAlexis1105/status/1276624425119633410

Christ gave us the Our Father, He made it very simple and told us "Come to me". That's it. For now, put the books down, stop the noise of others telling you and just take the time to be silent with Him, to just rest in the Love of Him who loves you.

Just rest in His Grace and slowly the power and conviction of your faith will develop with His guidance.
Trust that.
Accept that He is never leaving and He doesn't need you to prove your love, He allows you to develop the desire pour your love back to Him. That is pure joy to HIm