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& #39;aight. So now to dish out $1000+ for a proper ADHD assessment. (Man I had no idea how much these things cost.) But it& #39;ll probably be worth it, right?
But I keep on questioning myself. Maybe I don& #39;t actually have this thing and I& #39;m just being dramatic?
What if I spend all this money and there isn& #39;t actually anything wrong with me? Like, I& #39;m just not doing something correctly?
Fucking hell. I can& #39;t stop worrying about it.
Fucking hell. I can& #39;t stop worrying about it.
It might be because I don& #39;t experience hyperactivity? I just question whether it& #39;s actually a mental illness or I& #39;m like... Faking it somehow? It& #39;s hard to explain.
Like, I relate to so many things on the list of symptoms, but it also feels like I have control over them? Like I should be able to stop when I& #39;m aware of it but I don& #39;t/can& #39;t? But I don& #39;t know whether it& #39;s "can& #39;t" or actually "don& #39;t".
*sigh* sorry for my confusing rant.
imma just add some tags just in case someone reads this thread and might be able to give advice.
#ADHD
#ADHDwomen
#ADHDinattentive
imma just add some tags just in case someone reads this thread and might be able to give advice.
#ADHD
#ADHDwomen
#ADHDinattentive
