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'aight. So now to dish out $1000+ for a proper ADHD assessment. (Man I had no idea how much these things cost.) But it'll probably be worth it, right?
But I keep on questioning myself. Maybe I don't actually have this thing and I'm just being dramatic?
What if I spend all this money and there isn't actually anything wrong with me? Like, I'm just not doing something correctly?
Fucking hell. I can't stop worrying about it.
Fucking hell. I can't stop worrying about it.
It might be because I don't experience hyperactivity? I just question whether it's actually a mental illness or I'm like... Faking it somehow? It's hard to explain.
Like, I relate to so many things on the list of symptoms, but it also feels like I have control over them? Like I should be able to stop when I'm aware of it but I don't/can't? But I don't know whether it's "can't" or actually "don't".
*sigh* sorry for my confusing rant.
imma just add some tags just in case someone reads this thread and might be able to give advice.
#ADHD
#ADHDwomen
#ADHDinattentive
imma just add some tags just in case someone reads this thread and might be able to give advice.
#ADHD
#ADHDwomen
#ADHDinattentive
