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at one point waiting for a new episode every thursday was the only thing keeping me alive and i became so dependent on it that i never thought i was gonna stop being a fan, but it& #39;s crazy to me that i ended up doing that by choice?
honestly it was a combination of a part of the fandom (definitely not all, most of y& #39;all are amazing people) refusing to criticize certain aspects of the show, and from my perspective it kinda turned into hero worshipping, which isn& #39;t healthy for anyone involved
and them having am*nda p*lmer on between the sheets, who is just horrible and problematic in so, so many ways, that left a bad taste in my mouth. vox machina& #39;s story will stick with me probably forever, and i still backed the kickstarter and read the comics
but i think i& #39;m finally at that point where i& #39;m okay with just not really vibing with c2 anymore
this thread probably sounds really weird, but critical role used to be my entire identity and reason for living, and a hyperfixation that probably went further than what is healthy for a person, and now i think i& #39;m just.... happy? not depending on something so heavily anymore
