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Chris & I share a lot of mutual friends. If it is not clear to everyone what an absolutely sick human he is already, please take the time to consider not continuing to give him a platform to continue his hateful & manipulative behavior. He won’t stop unless he loses support. https://twitter.com/yunnismiles/status/1276586309780307969
I know Chris because he was roommates w my bf when I first moved to NY. His very first conversation w me was about his ex, @MajinBuunny. He told me every lie in the book about her before I even unpacked my suitscase. I had just met him.
He made sure to tell me how influential he was in the streaming communities he was a part of & how these streamers would be nothing without him. He claimed to do all the “real work” for their streams & that it was pathetic how much help they needed from him.
The streamers he mentioned included @VernNotice, my bf Jon, and a few others. He was insulting to them & their communities, claiming that he could get anything he wanted using their clout. I hadn’t even unpacked my suitcase.
Throughout the time he lived in NY he grew to hate me. To this day I do not know why. I set boundaries around our interactions & refused to get sucked into his hateful tirades about streaming communities I wasn’t even a part of. But, like many cowards, he refused to talk to me.
Instead he turned his manipulation to the internet. When I had a falling out w another streamer he took full advantage & fueled the conflict behind the scenes. He started rumors about me, shared private details of my life with Jon, & orchestrated a campaign to ruin my career.
I started receiving death threats. Almost daily. The final straw was when one of those threats included my home address, something only he could have known, with a note that they were going to burn my house down w my children inside.
This escalated to the point of an actual confrontation. I was removing my belongings from my bf’s house w the intent of never being there or near Chris again. I didn’t feel safe or okay. He came inside while I was alone & started an argument. Claiming the things I took were his.
He moved closer & closer to me, the look on his face was terrifying. I am 5’2. I am not hard to tower over. He got in my face, inches away as he told me I was a liar & he wasn’t going to let me get away w what I was doing. He was clearly trying to frighten & intimidate me.
I stood my ground, legs shaking & close to tears. I truly believe that if it were not for his relationship w my bf & his fear of the ass kicking he would have gotten the confrontation would have escalated further. He finally backed away & retreated to his room.
Before I was even outside he was texting my bf to tell “his side” of the story. I stood by my car shaking. I called Jon’s other roommate sobbing & asked him to come home so I could get my things & leave. I am so very thankful to Conor. He talked me down & told me to get out.
Chris has previously made comments about me online. He threatened to beat me with a pipe & throw my body in a dumpster where it belonged. He said he would “make me disappear.” The violent words were just words. But I remember every single one. Twitter does not forget.
It was months before Chris was finally able to move out. During that time Chris made sure to hover whenever I was at the house, staring at me from a few feet away, constantly making his presence known. Held in check only by Jon & Conor. He made sure to continue small aggressions.
He watched me constantly. He smiled when he saw me. He once used my towel after he had shaved so when I went to use it after a shower I was covered in his body hair. I remember sobbing as I got back in the shower to wash it off & feeling like what he was doing had no name.
The feeling of relief when he finally moved out was palpable. He apologized to Jon before he left. Not me. The person he had harassed & hurt. Jon. I know he wanted to continue his relationship w somehow he deemed worth his time so he tried not to burn that bridge.
I know a lot of our mutuals still follow Chris. That hurts to this day. The harm he caused & the rift he put between me & some members of Jon’s community still pains me. I do not know how many lies he told about me & how much people believed. I wonder what they think of me.
I’ve held onto my silence for 3 years. I did not want to be accused of drama or causing harm to anyone on top of what he did to me, Jon & Conor or our friends & communities. But no more. I am done protecting the reputation of someone who tried to destroy mine.
Chris is a snake. He is a manipulative liar & he will continue this behavior until he is forced to take a long honest look at his life & how he conducts himself. Hiding in the dark & covering your tracks won’t work anymore, Chris. I refuse to help you deceive anyone.
I have built a reputation of positivity & honesty. My community is full of loving & kind people. I am not being dramatic & I’m not “a crazy bitch.” You can’t hold that over my head. People know me & trust me despite what you tried to make them believe. I hope you get help, Chris.
