I have to constantly remind myself jealousy does nothing for me and it is not easy

I love beauty and seeing people win but I’d be lying if I send envy doesn’t find it’s way into my heart OFTEN. it really does destroy your ability to be grateful. And I feel like more than ever I have to manually stop negative thoughts when it comes to that

Constantly being in a state of feeling like you need more things to be validated is torture. And if you were prettier, thinner, richer etc you’d deserve joy & love is not healthy. And then your mind wants to tear other ppl apart to feel better. It’s so weird

Loving and liking yourself is radical. Picking up the pieces and constantly deciding to be yourself is the greatest thing you’ll ever accomplish.