I feel the need to clarify for some reason.
the past week I had an uncomfortable realization that an incident that happened to me in the past might have been assault. since then, I& #39;ve been realizing that a lot of things that have happened to me in the past weren& #39;t normal. https://twitter.com/keannaa_nicolee/status/1276386917223772161">https://twitter.com/keannaa_n...

sometimes, for some people, it takes years for realization to set in because of the mind repressing it and stuff. and for the past couple of days I& #39;ve had a lot of clarity regarding my past (sexual and non-sexual) with men that I realize now was just them taking advantage of me.

I don& #39;t really know where I& #39;m going with this thread https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß"> but um yeah, this week has been uncomfortable for me and has entailed a lot of reliving trauma and talking about it to those close to me on my path to healing. it& #39;s just crazy that there are more incidents than I thought,

but never knew about or considered incidents until now. and the fact that I& #39;m in a whole ass (healthy, non-toxic) relationship and I& #39;m still being sexually harrassed ...
I know I& #39;m not special or the first one to experience this. but I feel the need to talk about it. idk why.

anyways. there are a few things I& #39;m not ready to admit yet. mostly because I& #39;m scared. um, of being ridiculed or ... denied? I know a fair amount of people who would deny it in a heartbeat. but yenno, hopefully one day I& #39;ll be able to say what I wanna say.