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I wish Ireland had more community for the South Asian diaspora

I’m really sick of having to look at my life through a white lens

with my Indian identity and culture in the retrospective -

a small sad part of me I’m encouraged to disavow
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- rather than an identity I will always hold concurrently to any changes I experience in moving, settling, learning.

where I’m judged better when I lose fighting for the integrity of my name,

where I’m judged as less Indian by our community, but talked to by white people
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about other Indians derogatorily cos forced assimilation gave me natively/chameleon-accented fluency in English.

where my physical and intellectual identity is messed up because it’s judged

relative to white social standards, and how well I consume and can be
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consumed into their collective consciousness -

how well I represent the ‘good dark migrant’,

how I cope only being valued as ‘not bad at [performing] Irish[ness], for an Indian’ whether explicit or implicit,

rarely how I feel ‘normal’ as a sum of my cultures and values.
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