tw// suicide

i’m shaking so hard right now i just have to say something, this tweet is about Ben (ts7track3) and i just need to shed light on what he did and what happened i don’t care if i lose all my followers. https://twitter.com/almostfuckingdo/status/1234210764845531136

i was in a gc with him for over a year here’s a breakdown of what he did

- made fun of a girl for coming out as a lesbian, apologized, and then told me everything he said was true and he regretted none of it

- sent unsolicited d*ck pictures to a gc i was in with 3/4 minors

- defended sending the pictures by saying he was “a little tipsy” and made jokes about going to jail and “dropping the soap”

- made fun of everyone in the gc (not as important but still) constantly for ex. he called me condom and bc my friends call me “auds” he called me “aids”

when all this started coming to light i dmed him and told him i would not support him anymore (i had for too long and that’s my fault) and his response was to threaten to kill himself. any time i tried to hold him accountable he would tell me he was suicidal and it was my fault-

and then go offline for hours leaving me to have panic attacks thinking i was going to be the cause for someone’s death, he was always fine. finally i got him to hold a conversation and we tried to talk it out and i was trying to convince him to take responsibility and he would

say nice things/apologize and i wanted to believe him because we’d been close for so long but a friend told me he told her the only reason he talked to me and apologized was because i had his address (i mailed him a birthday present) and he was scared i’d dox him (i would never)