06/23/20 RESOLVING SELF DOUBT SO YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU CAME TO DO. Hello, friends. I’ve enjoyed talking with you today. Now I would like to give you some information on how doubting yourself affects your ability to serve others.

Since almost all of you are in the continuing process of awakening, you may experience a lot of self doubt. Today’s world teaches us that anything we can’t see with our eyes or measure empirically, is not real. Not much about our divine nature as souls can be measured or seen.

It is easy to be talked out of your knowing that you are an incarnated angel, or an angelic starseed, here serving humanity from places still unnamed, and far away. It is easy to be convinced that no one has any special abilities, or the skills to command light to heal others.

For us to be able to serve, we must have a strong belief in ourselves, and our abilities. This is a matter of electromagnetism, as Jesus describes in his book. When you believe in yourself, you send out energy that bonds with that of other believers.

When you send out that positive energy of strength in the Light, you will connect with the energy of the other believing lightworkers on the planet. Their strength will bind with yours, and you will create a situation that allows you to complete your work.

I am not suggesting at all that believing in yourself requires you to be headstrong. In fact, too much ego is a dangerous thing, just as is self-doubt. Too much ego keeps you from hearing your Higher Self. The balance is found when you hold your belief in yourself in gratitude...

...for having the opportunity to serve. If you recognize the wonderful opportunity we all have to bring light to humanity, it is much easier to remember we carry the Creator’s energy in trust, and not to make us better than anyone else.

Some of you have written to me, and described events in your past that make you feel unworthy to be who you truly are, and to reclaim the gifts you brought to serve humanity. Just as the Law of One asks us all to not judge and to forgive each other, the same applies to ourselves.

When I was first told in this lifetime who I actually am, I about fell off the chair I was sitting on. I struggled with it for months. I thought of every bad thing I’d done in my life. I thought of every reason why I was unworthy to try to help or lead anyone else.

I asked those who were telling me about myself, “Why didn’t you tell me before? I would have acted a lot better. I would not have done all the dumb things I’ve done in my life.” It took months before I understood that every event in my life brought me to where I am today.

Many of you have expressed similar doubts about yourself. In agreeing to serve here, we knowingly take the risk that we will do dumb things we aren’t proud of later on. It is so important we forgive ourselves, and shed the energy we store about past events.

Whether you are a Reiki healer, or a leader in your community, it is absolutely imperative that you believe that your skills and knowledge will work. If you doubt yourself, you doom whatever you are trying to do because of the energetic bonds the doubt will create.

Getting rid of self-doubt, and the guilt and shame that feeds it, is part of the process of healing yourself. As I recommended so many hundreds of times in the past, Jesus’s book has the best directions on healing yourself and absolving your self-doubt.

You are loved. You carry the energy of the Creator to help you fulfill the goals you made for yourself before you incarnated on this planet. If you will love and serve yourself as a soul as you do others, you will grow in your confidence and abilities.