I have gone through and recovered the limited amount of content I could find of interactions between @notcanti and I. He continues to push the narrative that he did not act inappropriately with me, but clearly this is not the case. Further context in replies.
A few more screenshots, these are the only ones I could truly find without having a horrible time mentally.
For context, I went by both friendlytrickster and captainrolal on Tumblr. These posts are all relatively around September of 2012. I believe I just turned 15 at the time, September is my birthmonth. The thing you have to understand is that Evan was FREQUENTLY threatening to harm-
Himself due to hate messages and drama that was going on with him, coupled with just generally poor mental health. I would frequently seek him out when he was feeling low, in order to help and make sure one of my friends wouldn& #39;t do anything harmful to himself. This quickly-
Turned into us behaving inappropriately with each other in a few ways, as I was reblogging and engaging in NSFW content on my blog at the time, because I thought I was mature enough for it. I was dumb. 100%. That content was not for me and I should not have engaged. HOWEVER-
Evan was a GROWN ASS adult at the time, and wholeheartedly reciprocated my stupid advances and SOUGHT ME OUT as well, it makes me sick that he claims I was the only one engaging in this behavior. He damn well knows that is not true. He would come into my inbox after-
I reblogged some stupid NSFW ask prompt, or when he needed someone, and we would talk through asks with varying levels of NSFW, which involved a lot of him telling me what he wanted to do to me if he was with me irl. It only ever once escalated-
To him sending me explicit photos, but he sent me that content through Snapchat and begged me to send him something back. I remember it vividly because I agonized over how I really didn& #39;t want to, but I didn& #39;t want to ruin the "relationship" we had. Worried that what I sent was-
Not enough. At that point, I decided to put some room between us because I felt like I had truly done something that I should not have and would regret fully for a long time. I was barely 15, had experienced trauma already under different circumstances, and just wanted to feel-
Like /I/ made a choice that involved my body. That was so fucking stupid of me, but not once did Evan discourage me from interacting with him like that. Not once.
I truly wish that his Tumblr wasn& #39;t deleted, I only happened to find that very first screenshot because I looked for evidence when this got kicked up again last year, and I could still see his blog. Evidently Tumblr removed it for inactivity in the time between, but-
I am 100% positive there were more questionable interactions between us on HIS MAIN PAGE, EVEN OUT OF PRIVATE ASK BOX. I made the mistake of deleting a LOT of our messages in my personal one, Im honestly surprised I still had some left, which are included in this thread.
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